26 January 2010

Change

So does anyone else have moment where you have all these things you have to do but at the same time it is things you want to do?

I have that at the moment, where i have all these cool things to do but because i can't decided on what to do first i don't do any of it! Sad isn't it?

My topic of conversation today is CHANGE.

I decided in December of last year that I wanted to change the way I dressed and looked, not for anyone else but for myself, because I was bored. So to start this when I got my hair cut I decided to get a middle parting and on Sunday with my Christmas money I ordered a pair of GHD hair straighteners. For Christmas I asked for make up brushes and so far all these things have helped me because i have also re arranged my room (I wanted to use my desk more than i do and moving seemed like a good idea in trying to achieve it) I have also started my fitness plan which involves me actually exercising instead of just saying I will because it is something I NEVER EVER DO.

Part of the wanted to change the way i dressed and looked was due to the fact this year i will be going to uni (if the grade permit) and that got me thinking about who i want to be when i get there. It's not like all these changes are sudden it is just things that have been building up but i never let go of and now i decided to just go with it. Also having my birthday so late this year is also a bugger, as i won't be able to go out with everyone in the summer as i won't be 18 till the 31st of August. Never has my birthday bugged me but this one is just annoying. I think this year is just so full of change that i wanted to changed the way i did things.

Change is a bugger but really i quite like it, i just get scared.






Reading that back it doesn't make much sense for a topic of conversation but what ever. Now i am going to do all the things i want to do but can't decoded on which one to start.

night night

and What is your view on change?

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